2min after i launched Lineage 2 for a first time I had to make hard choice - choose a gender for my toon ^^ Well i saw some movies from korean closed beta so I knew how dwarven male and feremale toons looks like. Female aka totally cute dwarven girl (with best animated emoticons in-game) or male ... best looking dwarf I've ever seen in computer game.
Finally i decided to create male dwarf - I always used to play dwarves, so this toon was pretty familiar to me, but after 3 years of playing i always wanted to move in-time and choose other gender. Dwarvesn girls are simply to cute to resista, they movement and animations make me lauch alwayes is see them, so when NCsoft annouced sex chage service I knew that I will be one of first customers :D

So here is new me (better get used to it)  :D


The problem with sex chage is, I used to think about my toon as fatty dwarf, which make other ppl lauch. After all I was lil bit roleplaying like that since begin. So even if i'm lil girl atm I still speak about myself as a fatty old dorf :D Hmm i think i'll start missing my "larger" form pretty soon ^^

Last weekend we got second siege try as Insurrection ally (which AmberEye is member of) what's more - it was sucessfull try ;)
Schuttgart was FFA (Free For All) this week so I was hopping to see many smaller alliances trying to get it (or just haveing fun). Unfortunetly nothing of such happened.
If we don't count our ally and TheTribes - which decided to help us, only RedKnights signed for siege. In facts in first 5min RK sucessfully started engraveing (coz we where lil bit late :P) so they get castle, and 5min later we where attacking them. We did one rush and captured the castle for ourselves. Then we defended 2 rush attepts and siege was 
heading to the end - coz RK leaved siege ground.
It wasn't best siege ever, but there was couple of good points. We significatly improved our communication and following orders and of course captured the castle.
Now the whole fun starts... we have to defend it ;)

So yes. After 2 weeks of running alone I decided to join AmberEye. It's 100% polish clan, which I always wanted to "try". Why? In amber you can find pretty hardcore and good players and almost total newbies as well, but as one of few they manage to archive a bit in this game. Thing which always impressed me - if they want something they going and doing it (TBH it reaminds me early Legends). Sometimes they fail, but if this happen they train again but harder, and harder until they reach objective.

Today
So, now is passing 2nd month since I joined clan and I feel that AmberEye will be my new home. People are pretty friendly here, and clan is pretty active (well maybe not in number of active players but in action itself). We are doing rift bosses, normal raid bosses, festival of darkness, siegeing fotresses and castles, some of us where participationg in hero olympiad (which result in 1 hero for Amber - Evasia). IMO it's pretty good as for "non factor" clan.

AmberEye have big potential, and I hope we goona advance in good direction.

Why did I leaved
As some of you already noticed I leaved Legends. I never expected that this will ever happen. I always was thinking that I will be the last one who will leave it. Especially after everything I sacrificed to make it better (my own clan, my own needs and progress abilities).

But why?
There is long list of reasons but in general at some point I lost fun from playing Lineage 2. I think there is no need to name them directly and blame anyone - people which are familiar with this topic exactly know about what i'm talking. So in general then main reason was a need to get fun from L2 back.

At beggining i just wanted to detag for a week o two and in this time think a bit what steps i should make, what should i change. Heck I even pointed this out but to my suprise people instead of thinking about this started to blame me. You know how this looks like when someone talking to BH "you can always solo if you only want", "it's great toon in PvP" in best case I can take this as a good joke. It always was damn more easy to blame other person than agree to own mistake or even simply think about this in wider view. So at the end I leaved without hate, i was just dissapointed - hell you can't even imagine how hard.

It's extremly hard to leave a clan in which you putted whole heart, in which you have some great friends. But still it was bad enough to move forward. If ppl don't want to change i won't be forcing them, but I won't be sitting in black point.

I wish all of you the best and I hope we will be back in same clan in some future. After all I always will be a Legends member.